Can I quit living life? Can I just die right this second? I don't even know what's the purpose of going on. I don't have the slightest passion on what I'm currently doing (I hate studying, I hate doing assignments, I hate memorizing all those stupid drugs, I don't go to classes, I don't know anything even after 2years of doing pharmacy. Ask me anything and I'd promise the blank stare that you're gonna get) I could literally sleep for 3days and nobody would even notice my absence, I don't have that much friends (I wanted to watch a movie a few days ago and I couldn't think of anyone else to ajak after the girls told me they're busy), I'm lame and a misfit, I don't know who I am, I can't define myself, I don't stick to my principles, heck I don't even know what they are! I My love life is going nowhere, I'm broke and in debt, I say things I didn't mean and hurt people everywhere I go, I waste my time envying other people's lives yet I do nothing with mine. I seriously don't know why God created me. I'm a useless piece of shit and I don't deserve to live.
15th October 2009
15th October 2009
