7:47 PM

Saya takut dan risau...

Posted by kikolala

This morning i was awakened by Jihan's screaming and banging on my bedroom door. Turns out Carlos (my cat) was hit by a car, my neighbour's to be exact. I was kinda pissed and definitely sad too cz its like Lala's case all over again. I don't want Carlos to die like Lala but now it seems like he's really going to... =(


And then, this evening my dad called and informed me of the earthquake he felt and apparently, the earthquake hit Padang causing tremors in Malaysia. And there's the tsunami in US too.

Okay my concern now is, Penang is tomorrow. Why all the bad omens in one day? I'm kinda scared now and am thinking of canceling the beachside hotel and stay somewhere faarrr from the beach. I even thought of asking Ika to only drive 80km/h all the way there. Lantakla lambat sampai pun. I seriously hope all this paranoia will lead to nothing and we'd all be just fine... Amin... Oh and I hope Carlos will get better too...

30th September 2009

7:48 AM

Karma

Posted by kikolala

I am a bad bad bad person.

I went to pasar malam yesterday and while trying to drive out of the narrow street lined with motorcycles parked on both sides of the road, I knocked one of them down. And the worse part was, I didn't stop to lift up the bike or wait til the owner comes back and apologize or whatever it is that a good person would do, I just drove away. T_T

This is not the first time I did something like this. I still remember the first one, I was driving in Ampang with my sister. At night. It was a busy road. I was trying to make a left turn when I felt something weighing down the car. My sister suddenly screamed at me and said I hit down a bike. When I looked back, the rider was trying to get the bike up while looking at me. Ok, looking at my car. I was so freaking scared that I sped off. All the while being yelled at by my sister asking me to stop. But in my defense, I couldn't possibly stop there as it was a busy road like I've mentioned earlier. It was also at night and I was only with my sister. What if that person got mad and beat us up or something. Hohoh.

Whatever it is, I feel really really bad for what I did (though they were accidents) and I feel bad for the people involved. Or should I say the victims? Dahla my results are coming out in just a few hours! I hope God doesn't punish me through them... Or else I'd be doomed.

Update: I passed! Woohoo! Alhamdulillah.. :D :D :D

2nd September 2009