4:31 PM

Monolog Dalaman

Posted by kikolala

I went there again...

Was it on purpose?
Yerp it was... It was a bit spontaneous tho.

Was it fun?
Totally!

Rasa bersalah?
Sedikit itu ada.

Rasa bersalah kat dia?
Tak. Nil. Saya "power woman". I can do whatever I like, and nobody can control me.

Purpose of this entry?
Sampai sekarang still cant figure it out. Perhaps because in actual fact rasa bersalah yang dirasai lebih dari yang dicakapkan, but I dont wanna acknowledge that and keep on lying to myself? Hmm.... Mungkin ya, mungkin tidak.

....

Ok enough.

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5:32 PM

Husshhhhh...

Posted by kikolala

I talk a lot. Like really, A LOT. I've been thinking about it these past few days and I feel that the more I talk, the more I hurt the people around me, the more i make a fool out of myself and more secrets tend to be spilled. So I've made up my mind to stay as silent as I can, and only speak when it's really necessary. Miahahaha. Oh of course this doesn't apply to some, very few people. You peeps know who you are...kot. But I found a quote by Margaret Lee Runbeck, "Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts." Hmm..perhaps i shouldn't make any exceptions at all... =p

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12:18 AM

The Start of Something New?

Posted by kikolala

Notice how I've been emo-ing a lot lately? Well not anymore. Hehe. Going back to IMU/Vista rocks! I feel almost whole. Seriously. And the classes are pretty okay... The lecturers are great. I especially love Malaysian Studies because of the hyper and super funny lecturer, Mrs Phoong. She made the supposedtobemindnumbing subject so alive and interesting. Apart from the classes, meeting the batchmates and collegemates, ahhh fun fun fun! I am lonely no more. And after a few pillowtalks with Jay and LeeVee, I instantly felt sooo much better. Like all my worries and troubles, were swept away by this hugeeee (but a good one la) tsunami. All in all, I'm feeling very very positive this sem. So I guess Imma list out the new sem resolution here. Its my first time EVER doing this sort of thing so hopefully they could all be fulfilled.

1. keep my attendance rate to be at least 75%.
2. study before and after every lecture.
3. sleep early. the latest should be around 1am.
4. cut down my afternoon nap to at most, 1hour. ermm and a half? =p
5. exercise!
6. procrastinate less, especially on assignments and lab reports.

That's all I can think of for now... Ya Allah, rajinkan lah hambaMu ini. Amin..

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10:06 AM

Tagged by Nad

Posted by kikolala

[01] Real name: Nur Farhanah Ahmad Rifa'i
[02] Nickname: farah, farhana, and lately my mum and sisters have been calling me olive. ya sempena bini popeye.
[03] Status: taknak jawab
[04] Zodiac Sign: leo
[05] Gender: F
[06] Age: 21
[09] Height: 168cm. kot.
[10] Weight: 45kg. underweight tak boleh gemuk macam bangla. marah jugak.
[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes...
[13] Right or left: right handed
[14] Are you a freak: yes
[15] Hair: shoulder length. cepatla panjang...
[16] Skin: midtone kot.
[17] Allergic: omg nad, I'm allergic to dust too! and during the sem break, my body sort of developed an allergy towards kiko uwaaaaaaaaa...
[18] What are you doing now: typing
[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: pack. am going back to vista this evening.

About ur FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: with family during breaks and weekends, with chenta2 during weekdays.
[22] Siblings(included you): 5
[23] Eldest: me!
[24] Youngest: jihan
[25] Love/hate your family: love, sometimes annoyed tapi still love. hehe.

About ~LOVE
[26] You found your another half: I wouldnt say he's my other half...but for the sake of answering the next questions, Imma say yes. (nad aku nak jawab ni fikir nak dekat setengah jam kot? kenapa tah?)
[27] If yes, who is he/she: you know who
[28] Who you want he/she to be: Edward Cullen boleh?
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: once
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: nope.
[31] Anyone woo you before: taktau
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yeah
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: cant tell you
[34] Ever argue with your other half: like duhh
[35] You with your other half since: early 2006
[30] Are you straight/lesbo: straight.
[31] Reasons you love your other half: -
[32] You and your other half in which stage: -
[33] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: refer question 30
[34] Ever think of marrying he/she: taknak jawab

THE FRIENDS
[35] Your first best friend: wani
[36] Your first enemy: goh su san. haha. zaman kanak kanak.
[37] The friends you love the most: ramai
[38] The enemy you hate the most(1only): nobody
[39] Your most beautiful girl friend: my girls
[40] Your most handsome boy friend: taknak cakap nanti perasan.
[41] The kind of girl you hate the most: -
[42] The kind of boy you hate the most: -
[43] You fall in love with your close friend before: tak sampai love tapi crush pernah.
[44] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nope
[45] If your friend is backstabbing you: stop befriending him/her lah.
[46] If your friend betray you: nangis
[47] If your friend woo your lover: gelak2
[48] If your friends fall in love with you: terima kasih
[49] If you fall in love with your best friend: do nothing about it

THE PEOPLE
[60] Smart people: nad
[61] Stupid people: -
[62] Good looking people: Paris Hilton, Diane Kruger
[63] Ugly people: -
[64] Funny people: Barney Stinson
[65] Cute people: kids 5 y.o. and below
[66] Bad people: -
[67] Honest people: -
[68] Acting people: -
[69] You are what kind of people: cant categorize myself

THE FUTURE
[78] Age to get marry: 26-29
[79] Numbers of kid(s): 4?
[80] Career: pharmacist?
[81] Salary: -
[82] Retirement age: taktau
[84] Wishes: I wanna be happy. Always.

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4:56 PM

Tralala Trilili

Posted by kikolala

What is it with guys and pretty girls?? Having one girl (tho not pretty but setaraf lah dengan kau kan) is never enough is it? And please lah, don't lie. Please just accept the fact that you suck at it. I KNOW. Each time when you do.



I see a dolphin shaped cloud and that soothes my soul...

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