7:13 AM

I Know I Love Them. xoxo

Posted by kikolala


Yess! Finally! I totally heart them two together. Although Nate's target of affection seemed to change rather frequently, (He's practically a playboy in the making. From Blair to Serena then back to Blair then Vanessa moving on to the Duchess back to Vanessa and now, lil miss Jenny, all in less than a year! Only he has this sort of charm that makes all that seem less conspicuous. Hehe) I do wish for this pair to last long enough till I, hmm perhaps, get bored of them? Haha. Anyhow, cheers to Nate and Jenny! And boo Dan and Serena with all their crap. I do look forward to more Aaron and Serena though. Aaron is quite a cutie! Hihi. Ok that's it I'd better sleep now. Nite2 everybody.

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6:33 PM

When Otak Seize to Function Even for Just A While...

Posted by kikolala

Buat cookies, recipe suruh letak 1teaspoon of soda bicarbonate.

Selongkar cabinet high and low, oh jumpa! Terus jerit, "Ma dlm cabinet ni eh soda bicarbonate?"

Tak faham kenapa tak baca je the label.

Mama plak jerit balik, "ha yelah tu."

Sambung kacau all the bahan2 dgn gembira. Siap camwhore dgn adik2 yang turut teruja tengok kakak dia buat cookies for the 1st time ever.

First batch, keluar2 oven jadi macam ni...

Dari size 20sen mengembang sampai size 120sen.

Rasa macam nak nangis. What did I do wrong? Sumpah dah ikut recipe dgn cermat.

Jiwa pun kacau. Apa yang aku buat semua takpernah jadi. I'm a failure etc etc bermain2 kat kepala.

Tiba2 ternampak botol "soda bicarbonate" .

Tindakan reflex terus angkat and scrutinize. Although sebenarnya takpayah pun sebab terang2 tulis,

Ye, itulah dia. Terang dan jelas but still saya tersilap. Haih....

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7:41 PM

Wee Lee Vee, You Rock My Socks!

Posted by kikolala

(Leevee, since we talk to each other in BM pun, allow me to use it for this post k?) So here goes..

Kita berkenalan masa bulan June tahun 2005. Masih aku ingat, di kala kau melantik diri sendiri sebagai Class Rep, terdetik di hati, "Wow, budak ni berani. N intimidating." Di saat itu, macam jatuh cinta pandang pertama, aku mula memerhatikan kau dengan lebih sedikit berbanding makhluk2 lain di 6M3. Tambahan pula, kau sering membuat bising di kelas, terkinja2 walaupun tidak mendapat reaksi yang memberangsangkan. Dan pada satu malam lebih kurang jam 2, sedang aku memberus gigi di sinki sambil menjengah2 ke luar tingkap, ternampak pula kau berpiggyback dengan Khayinn(?) sambil berpeluk2 sakan seperti dunia kamu yang punya. Terkesima aku lalu memanggil Dee dan Jay yang sedang berkaraoke untuk menjadi saksi. Dalam hati terasa tidak enak, "budak ni peliklah.". Jadi kesimpulannya, among my first few impressions on you were kau gila, berani, loud, mungkin lesbian dan sedikit pelik. Dan ternyata semuanya betul kecuali the last two that we can rule out totally. Hehe. Ok moving on, kita mula menjadi rapat lepas aku cuba selamatkan kau dari menjadi bahan leteran Pn. Faridah, guru Inggeris yang di"sukai" ramai pabila kau seperti sengaja mencari nahas dengan datang lambat ke kelas. Hari2 berlalu, kau sering menjenguk ku di kamar, memanjat katil ku tanpa diundang dan berborak2 walaupun sedikit rasa awkward masih wujud di dada. Tapi itulah satu kelebihan kau, walaupun baru kenal dalam masa yang singkat, rasa awkward cepat sahaja hilang. Mungkin kerana kita berdua memang peramah dan cepat mesra tapi faktor kegilaan kau sebenarnya banyak menyumbang.

Hmm banyak yang telah kita tempuh di Intec. Ingatkan masa kita gila durian? Terus sahaja beli dua biji dan dengan selamba membawanya melalui lorong2 gelap dan melepasi pak guard terus ke kamar dan membelasah benda2 kuning yang enak itu. Lepastu zaman stay up, masak bubur pukul 4pg siap dengan lauk yang berbagai, conteng tangan guna lipstick Jay tanpa izin, main makeup2, gelak2 tak ingat dunia, borak2 sampai bibir menggigil sebab penat. Haihh rindu zaman Intec. Oh n tak dilupakan, terima kasih sebab kau selalu cover line aku, mengnotify aku lecturer dah masuk belum tiap2 pagi sebab aku lewat tanpa jemu, bagi alasan kaw kaw pastu siap kena marah dgn En Allan, pinjamkan nota2 yang aku memang takpernah bother tapi bila exam terkial2, I cant thank u enough.

Eventhough kat IMU kita macam hangout with different sets of friends, kau sentiasa ada di hati. Walaupun cheesy tapi itu kenyataan. Dan banyak je memori2 baru tercipta kat IMU walaupun kita terpisah jauh. Pertama kali aku *tutt* pun sebab kau. Hehe I'm sure you get what I mean. Lepastu oh konsert BSB! We had so much fun kan? Tapi bukan masa gembira je, masa2 sedih pun, kau selalu ada. (Nway perasan tak kita lagi banyak nangis masa kat IMU?) You always have my back anytime I need you. Semua nasihat2 kau, your patience in listening to my stories especially masa fasa rama2 penuh dalam perut, or masa aku dalam kesusahan, are deeply appreciated. I hope I've been a good friend to you as you've been to me. N I'm so lucky to have you as one. You rock! Last but not least,

Happy 21st Birthday Sayangku!!
Cinta kau sebesar planet Musytari.
Mmmuahhhhhhhhh!

Nanti kita ronggeng habis2an k? *wink*

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3:59 PM

I really dont wanna post up private stuff like this, but I cant help it...

Posted by kikolala

2days ago, I woke up to 3missed calls from my grandma. I felt weird so I went downstairs and asked my mum. Turns out the purpose of her call was to confirm that I am with someone, and because she heard that that someone is "different" from us, and farrr away from what she imagined my "someone" to be, she went completely berserk. She couldnt reach me so she went on lecturing my mum instead. Of course my mum defended me, but while she was telling me the whole story, she lectured me back. And the best part was, even my former Ustazah called my mum and asked her whats up with me. *smacks forehead* Well I'm sure she called because my grandma asked her to since they're bestfriends with each other but still...how did my grandma found out about it anyway? And come on...I just turned 21 a couple of months ago, isnt it still SUPER early to be worrying about all this stuff?? Perhaps its because I'm the eldest grandchild so she expects more of me but I just cant stand the pressure. Everything I do is being monitored, and discussed. Also, about the thing with that "someone", it really ticked me off that because he is different, oh bother let me put it this way, just because he is of different race and religion, doesnt mean that he'll be bad for me, and doesnt mean that I cant have great affection for him. It just happens. We cant force love, and we definitely cant choose who we wanna fall in love with. Well I know for sure that I cant. And regarding all the religion mumbo jumbo, why cant they just leave me with it. I'm not stupid. Of course I'm not gonna fall out of Islam because of some guy. I love my God, and I know how to prioritize. So just stop worrying already. And its not like me and him are for sure going to happen. Both of us still have a long way to go, loads of things could happen in between. Although I do want us to be together forever, but realistically speaking, its not something that we can say for certain now. Fortunately, I have my dad siding with me. While my mum was babbling about how my grandma was already on a quest to find her future grandson-in-law (I know, tah pape right?) , my dad cut in and said, "Benda ni mana boleh pilih2. When the time comes, siapa2 yang dengan dia tu mmg dah destined lah. Means mmg Allah nak dia dgn org tu. Mana boleh paksa2. Kita kena terima jelah." Hehe thanks Ayah. You're so right. But you making fun of me after that, not cool. Not at all. Heh.

Oh and my mum said something about how my friends influenced me towards the worse, and that I was always with them yada yada yada. How could she say that? When I have problems, I dont go to my parents, I go to my friends, and its not just about getting to confide your problems to someone, I feel comfortable with them, I feel like I can be myself, and I feel appreciated, and understood. That didnt bother me that much though cause my mum has been lecturing me about it since as long as I can remember. But at the end of the day, when everything started to sink in, I cried, cause I was really in need of my bestfriends, yet theyre all so far away. And the ones that are near, are busy with their exams so I didnt wanna bother them. God, I feel so alone... I miss you guys... xoxo

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9:19 PM

O Dear Sir Hypo Thalamus, Please Don't Fail On Me...

Posted by kikolala

I don't know whats happening to me, or my body? I barely eat. I don't even have the desire to eat. This has been going on for almost a week now. I eat only when my stomach starts churning til my head spins and the feeling of wanting to vomit comes. Yesterday I ate 1 roti canai, and the day before, a plate of mee mamak. Thats roughly what I eat everyday, a plate of something. Then I'd be done. And it wasnt like I wanted to eat them, its because I was too weak to even do anything, and of course Mr. Mind took over and put some sense into me, till I felt compelled to just gobble anything up. I hope this ends soon though. I love to eat! Well at least I used to... *sigh*

Oh and btw, I just found out that the EOS results are coming out on the 22nd, just 2days left!! Whatthefish lah kan! I didnt expect it to be this soon! Ugh am freaking out here! But lets not ponder on that. I'm not gonna stress myself predicting whether I'll pass or not... One thing for sure though, I did mighty bad in the exam. So I guess I can pretty much expect hows it gonna turn out. Okay I just said I'm not gonna think about it! So lets not. The end.

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9:02 PM

Boredom Could Lead to Insanity

Posted by kikolala

I have been on hols for almost 2weeks now, and I'm starting to feel really really bored! How I long to go back to Vista, wake up early every morning, attend lectures and lab sessions tercinta, work on assignments and lab reports.... *twirls hair*

Nahhh you know that aint true. Bahahah.

But I really wish for this holiday to end soon tho. I miss my friends. Staying home for a long period is never a good thing for me. By that I specifically meant my relationship with my mum. We tend to fight a lot whenever I'm at home for 2days onwards. Seriously. The fight usually centers on the house chores. Its not like I dont do them, I just hate to be told to. So if she could just be more patient, she wont have to stress herself like she often does...

Anywayss, lucky me! Ive found something or rather someone to obsess about during this period of boredom. Hehe. Presenting.... *drumrolls*

Lee Donghae!



Arghh just looking at him made my heart flutter like crazy!

Awww hes just too cute to be true...

Haha Ira is gonna be so irritated with this post but whatthehell. =p Donghae is a Korean and is from a group called Super Junior. I was introduced to them by Aenn who had obsessed about this group since forever and she kept on insisting us to watch their shows. So I did and since then, Im hooked. I kept on downloading everything I could find about them particularly on Donghae. =D Seriously you guys have to watch their shows cause theyre super funny. Not to mention super HOT! Oklah I'm gonna stop now before some of you (yes I mean you, Ira and maybe Nadd) puke to death. Toodles!

Oh btw, watch this!

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12:19 AM

Hari Raya

Posted by kikolala

Raya was great! Though I only had like 2days to enjoy it due to the stupid physio exam i blogged about earlier. Hmph. Anyways, here are some of the pics. We raya-ed at Kluang this time and it was the bomb! Best sangat. Selamat hari raya everyone!!


Jihan potong bawang

Yes i'm still entitled to get duit raya. =p

Wheeeee mari beraya!

Ayah mengada2 pose macam tu

This year's theme- orange!

There's a story behind this. Haha mia mia...

zaraa is soooo cute!


High 5!

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11:11 AM

Benci Physio Susah

Posted by kikolala

Paper Physio susah. Bukak2 paper terus blank. Tapi semua salah diri sendiri tak study main2 macam beruk. Tolonglah nak pass je. Ok exam dah habis nak enjoy wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Bye.

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10:28 AM

musicANDmuffins

Posted by kikolala



I was browsing through the videos on youtube when i stumbled across this one by Laura Marling. I love it. The animations are uber cute and the lyrics to the song are meaningful too. Go check out the other videos made by her. They're just as awesome as this one. =)

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